They seek it here,
they seek it there
Those writers seek it
everywhere
Is it in heaven or
is it in hell?
That doggone elusive
writer’s schedule.
Borrowed from Baroness Emmuska Orczy’s The Scarlet Pimpernel (with minor adjustments)
I have included “Establish a writing schedule” on my New Year’s
resolution list every year for a number of years, which I did each year.
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I just couldn’t maintaining it the whole year which produced guilt,
which then lent itself to frustration, self-doubt, <insert emotion here>.
I wanted 2015 to be different so I changed the resolution to “Establish
a writing schedule that I, and my family, can live with.” Ah, that’s a whole
different animal, isn’t it? And it’s proven to be about as easy as finding other
elusive things like say, a yeti, for example.
But found it, I have (and yes, I am a Star Wars fan).
It took me until the end of October, but I did find my schedule – the
one I and my family can live with. I have stuck to it through the month of
November and I’m still doing it. Plus, I look forward to it.
Before I share what changed, I must praise Jesus Christ, my Lord and
Savior, for His part in this. He must get the credit because as He said, “…
apart from me you can do nothing.” John 15:5 (NLT).
Okay, so what changed?
Two things: my perspective and my expectations.
The truth is there are people better qualified, more creative and way
more articulate than I am who could be writing the story I am writing right
now. The problem is God didn’t give this story to them, He gave it to me - the
least qualified person.
Why? After much prayer and Bible study, I have concluded this is a
pattern with God. He chose a stutterer to speak for him to the King of Egypt.
He chose a small, young shepherd to slay a giant, just to name two examples,
there are many more.
Okay, God, I admit I need You to
write, but things still aren’t coming together. What am I missing?
What I was missing was that God never intended writing to be just for
me. He had always intended “writing time” to be “Father/daughter time;” He
meant it for us. Just like a loving Father, He chose an activity I love that we
can have fun doing together.
The second thing was my expectation. I had to change how I define a successful
writing session.
My new definition of success is simply get up half an hour early, read
devotions and pray for a few minutes then spend the rest of the time writing with my heavenly Father.
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It’s a slow process. One day I wrote only 20 words, but the point is I’m
moving forward. It is inevitable that I will complete this story, and finish it
the way I have always imagined because I have the best co-author ever!
So with God’s help, I found my schedule. I have no plans to try to find
a yeti, but with God I could write a story about it.
Merry Christmas everyone! And God bless your New Year!
Humbly submitted by H.T. Lord